NYC GET READY FOR ME: rachelberrynycdreams: She didn’t particularly like being under, since...
with you? I don’t even know! I just…. I need someone to be with me after all that’s happened. And you do too! We have to stop all the fighting or else we’ll never be okay!”. She nearly began to cry remembering all they had gone through in the past month. How did they get here? She sat on the couch and held on tight to her stomach as the angry tears began flowing down her face.
” Its too late. Its too late…..”. She rocked herself back and forth while sitting down. The pregnancy was definitely going to be the end of them.She needed him, yet he wasn’t sure if he could help her. He shook his head and he remembered that he was Finn Hudson and he never acted weak and for Rachel he could be strong. As she started to cry he watched and finally hugged her tight. He wasn’t going to let her get hurt. “It’s not too late Rachel. I will try. I do want to be with you. Nothing will pull me away again.” He kissed her forehead and finally her cheeks drying the tears with kisses.
” You thought you were just simply romancing with her?!” She said between tears while being held in his arms.
” You fucked her up! She’s expecting you’re baby Finn!!! Its over. For the both of us. How is that going to work?! What’s gonna happen next?!”. She was crying hysterically now, for telling Lizzies secret and just freaking out.
” I just don’t want this…’ She cried and fell into his arms thinking how sorry she was for telling him.He froze still holding Rachel. Lizzie was expecting his baby? Memories of Quinn flashed in his head. No he wouldn’t let Rachel go again, not like he did when he found out that Quinn had been pregnant. “No, that can’t be… No. Rachel please say it’s not true.” He still didn’t let go of her, he held her close. If this was true Lizzie was going to have to talk. He wanted to be there for his kid when it was born. He pulled Rachel up to look at her. “I will always love you Rachel. No matter what I won’t leave you. It’s not too late for us.”
“But she is! nothing will ever be the same now..” She kept crying, just wating for some answer to make her feel like there was hope. Everything kept coming against them.
“I will always love you Rachel. No matter what I won’t leave you. It’s not too late for us.”
There they were. But she didnt feel any better at all.
“You cant tell her I said anything, or to anyone. Shes being completly over agressive about it all. She doesnt want you to see her or contact her or to meet the… kid”
She could barely speak. All she wanted to do was cry.
Finn held her tight. He was still a bit shocked but for some odd reason holding Rachel let him relax and be able to think. “I have to talk to her. I won’t tell her you told me but I’m sure she’ll put two and two together.” He sighed and looked into Rachel’s eyes and then kissed her gently. Everything had to work out for them, he could be with Rachel and help raise a kid, a lot of people had been able to do it. “Rachel, we are going to be together. Nothing and no one can break us apart again. Now I can stay or I can go. I know you have a show and all but if you need me to stay I can.
Blue Eyed Baby: Text to Lizzie
Lizzie: I don’t want you anywhere near my baby.
Lizzie: You removed yourself from their life when you cheated on me.
Lizzie: And I will get a restraining order against you if you continue to act like this
Lizzie: And, no, it’s not about us. It’s about…
Finn: If you need anything Lizzie. Anything money for the doctor or anything at all. I’m here… Text me whenever you need anything then.
Text to Lizzie
Lizzie: I don’t want you anywhere near my baby.
Lizzie: You removed yourself from their life when you cheated on me.
Lizzie: And I will get a restraining order against you if you continue to act like this
Lizzie: And, no, it’s not about us. It’s about the baby. I’m doing what’s right for my baby. And that’s never knowing you. You are the lowest form of life I’ve ever met.
Lizzie: You tried to commit suicide when we found out about you lying and cheating. How could I trust you to not do something like that again?
Lizzie: Just. Stop contacting me.
Finn: Lizzie please. I want to be in the babies life. It’s hard to grow up without a dad. I know you are strong and will make a great mom but I don’t want the baby to grow up like me, without a dad. I’m better going to rehab. I want to be there please. Please…
Text to Lizzie
Lizzie: It’s none of your business
Lizzie: It’s true that I’m pregnant
Lizzie: And I want nothing to do with you
Lizzie: You are unreliable and a cheater.
Lizzie: You will have nothing to do with this child
Lizzie: Rachel told you, didn’t she?
Finn: It is my business.
Finn:It’s not about us is about the life you are carrying inside you. I can be reliable and responsible for my kid. I want to be in the kids life.
Text to Lizzie
Lizzie: What are you talking about?
Lizzie: Who told you that?
Finn: I just heard.
Finn: It’s true isn’t it?
Text to Lizzie
lizzieisnottheonlyone:
finninnyc:
Finn: Why didn’t you tell me?
Lizzie: Tell you what?
Lizzie: You have no part in my life any more, why should I tell you anything?
Finn: The kid is mine too Lizzie. No matter what you say.
NYC GET READY FOR ME: I don't know what to do.
About what darling?
Band has been under a lot of pressure.
Because of the contest?
Yes. Also our day jobs are making it hard for practice.
But its just on…
Just as long as you dont call me babe. Terms of endearment arent really my thing.
I can’t help it Rach. I will call you that every now and then.
Don’t call me babe Finn. Or baby, or honey or any other stupid little pet names….. They bother me. Sorry
Okay okay. Fine. But thanks for the concern
Darling should be okay :). How’s rehab?
I’ll take it. Going good. Docs said I might be able to have to go to the meetings less often. Good clean record and all
Have you been keeping that diary we talked about? How’s that? I hope the stress o the band isn’t affecting you too much. I’m here. I’m waaaaay better then a lonely bottle of pills. :)
No to the journal, I prefer musical therapy. The pills are not even in my mind as much. Don’t get me wrong sometimes I want a bottle but I never give in. You are way better than any pill I can take Rach.
Most of the times anyway :). I’m proud ;). We should celebrate. Haha. I wish we could both just, runaway from it all. But. We just can’t. I really am in like with you Finn. ( In LIKE. Not love, yet)
We could runaway someday. Just not now. I’m in like with you too
NYC GET READY FOR ME: rachelberrynycdreams: She didn’t particularly like being under, since...
rachelberrynycdreams:
rachelberrynycdreams:
She didn’t particularly like being under, since Finn was a pretty big guy and all, but the weight felt nice. A little pressure always helps. She liked everything he was doing, closing her eyes to savor the moments. It had been a long time since she’d consciously had a…
He complied with what she told him and became more interested. She tool off his shirt in the heat of the moment. One minute, they were purely into it, and next thing she knew, Rachel was lying on the couch alone as Finn sat back up.
“I cant do it”he said and began to look sorta ready to go. He pulled his shirt back on and started to look for his jacket.W. t. F. Was all that ran through her head. She was startled. Why would Finn, of all people, refuse to have some little mature fun with her? Why now, when she was mildly conscious and okay with it?
“Why? Wait, don’t go.”
She tried to pull him back down on the couch, but he wouldn’t budge. It was only making her furious. How can he just refuse and go? How was it so easy for him to be with Lizzie, and get her pregnant and everything , but she had to “wait” and make everything much more complicated.“Please. Stay….”
She could tell he wasn’t getting angry, but more serious, behaving like a parent already.
All he had to do was walk out, call her the next day when there was no alcohol in their bodies but he couldn’t. Hearing her asking him to stay stopped him. Finn sat next to her on the couch once again defeated. Their relationship had always been complicated, but he never minded. He couldn’t believe there was still that going on between them. Between Lizzie and his dreams along with his problems and the fact that Rachel has her problems too, it seemed like they were off better not being together. But even now he knew he loved Rachel.
He looked at Rachel again getting out of his mind. “I really wanted to Rachel. I just can’t while I’m messed up. Besides you deserve better, you always have.” He took her hands and kissed them. He waited for her to respond to him letting out a small breath.
“I deserve better? But I want this. I want you. Now! “. She was gettingouder by the second. Speaking faster. And seemingly angrier. She was a little bit drunk.
“How could it have been SO easy for you to screw Lizzie over and have her mean so much to you but with me, its almost like you’re… AFRAID of me?!! Huh? No Finn. I’m just, crazy sometimes but you have to get used to it! I want to be with you before its too late!”
She then realised she had almost let Lizzies secret slipp out. She hiccuped.
” Excuse me while I get some, uh, water”.Finn’s mouth fell open hearing Rachel yell angry at him. When she said Lizzies name he flinched and looked at the floor. Yet it made him a little mad that she couldn’t understand. He tried to calm down but he couldn’t help getting a little pissed off, how could she think that it was easy for him to be with Lizzie when in reality he wanted Rachel. He watched her go get water and he looked back at the ground.
He started to play with his hands trying to speak without getting mad. “It was not easy being with Lizzie, she needed someone. I thougt I loved her until you came into my life again and I saw real love again. I realized that I had loved you since high school and I never stopped.” He was starting to shake and raise his voice, “Why would you want someone who has a drug problem? Who hurt you and another girl.” He couldn’t believe he was saying all of this. “Besides as far as I can see Lizzie is doing good now. She should be back dancing in no time right.” He let out a small nervous laugh. Not once did he look at Rachel. “It will never be too late for us Rach. We will always have a chance.” He sighed heavily and finally looked at her.
“Why DO I want to be with you? I don’t even know! I just…. I need someone to be with me after all that’s happened. And you do too! We have to stop all the fighting or else we’ll never be okay!”. She nearly began to cry remembering all they had gone through in the past month. How did they get here? She sat on the couch and held on tight to her stomach as the angry tears began flowing down her face.
” Its too late. Its too late…..”. She rocked herself back and forth while sitting down. The pregnancy was definitely going to be the end of them.She needed him, yet he wasn’t sure if he could help her. He shook his head and he remembered that he was Finn Hudson and he never acted weak and for Rachel he could be strong. As she started to cry he watched and finally hugged her tight. He wasn’t going to let her get hurt. “It’s not too late Rachel. I will try. I do want to be with you. Nothing will pull me away again.” He kissed her forehead and finally her cheeks drying the tears with kisses.
” You thought you were just simply romancing with her?!” She said between tears while being held in his arms.
” You fucked her up! She’s expecting you’re baby Finn!!! Its over. For the both of us. How is that going to work?! What’s gonna happen next?!”. She was crying hysterically now, for telling Lizzies secret and just freaking out.
” I just don’t want this…’ She cried and fell into his arms thinking how sorry she was for telling him.
He froze still holding Rachel. Lizzie was expecting his baby? Memories of Quinn flashed in his head. No he wouldn’t let Rachel go again, not like he did when he found out that Quinn had been pregnant. “No, that can’t be… No. Rachel please say it’s not true.” He still didn’t let go of her, he held her close. If this was true Lizzie was going to have to talk. He wanted to be there for his kid when it was born. He pulled Rachel up to look at her. “I will always love you Rachel. No matter what I won’t leave you. It’s not too late for us.”
NYC GET READY FOR ME: I don't know what to do.
About what darling?
Band has been under a lot of pressure.
Because of the contest?
Yes. Also our day jobs are making it hard for practice.
But its just on…
Just as long as you dont call me babe. Terms of endearment arent really my thing.
I can’t help it Rach. I will call you that every now and then.
Don’t call me babe Finn. Or baby, or honey or any other stupid little pet names….. They bother me. Sorry
Okay okay. Fine. But thanks for the concern
Darling should be okay :). How’s rehab?
I’ll take it. Going good. Docs said I might be able to have to go to the meetings less often. Good clean record and all
Have you been keeping that diary we talked about? How’s that? I hope the stress o the band isn’t affecting you too much. I’m here. I’m waaaaay better then a lonely bottle of pills. :)
No to the journal, I prefer musical therapy. The pills are not even in my mind as much. Don’t get me wrong sometimes I want a bottle but I never give in. You are way better than any pill I can take Rach.
NYC GET READY FOR ME: rachelberrynycdreams: She didn’t particularly like being under, since...
rachelberrynycdreams:
rachelberrynycdreams:
She didn’t particularly like being under, since Finn was a pretty big guy and all, but the weight felt nice. A little pressure always helps. She liked everything he was doing, closing her eyes to savor the moments. It had been a long time since she’d consciously had a…
He complied with what she told him and became more interested. She tool off his shirt in the heat of the moment. One minute, they were purely into it, and next thing she knew, Rachel was lying on the couch alone as Finn sat back up.
“I cant do it”he said and began to look sorta ready to go. He pulled his shirt back on and started to look for his jacket.W. t. F. Was all that ran through her head. She was startled. Why would Finn, of all people, refuse to have some little mature fun with her? Why now, when she was mildly conscious and okay with it?
“Why? Wait, don’t go.”
She tried to pull him back down on the couch, but he wouldn’t budge. It was only making her furious. How can he just refuse and go? How was it so easy for him to be with Lizzie, and get her pregnant and everything , but she had to “wait” and make everything much more complicated.“Please. Stay….”
She could tell he wasn’t getting angry, but more serious, behaving like a parent already.
All he had to do was walk out, call her the next day when there was no alcohol in their bodies but he couldn’t. Hearing her asking him to stay stopped him. Finn sat next to her on the couch once again defeated. Their relationship had always been complicated, but he never minded. He couldn’t believe there was still that going on between them. Between Lizzie and his dreams along with his problems and the fact that Rachel has her problems too, it seemed like they were off better not being together. But even now he knew he loved Rachel.
He looked at Rachel again getting out of his mind. “I really wanted to Rachel. I just can’t while I’m messed up. Besides you deserve better, you always have.” He took her hands and kissed them. He waited for her to respond to him letting out a small breath.
“I deserve better? But I want this. I want you. Now! “. She was gettingouder by the second. Speaking faster. And seemingly angrier. She was a little bit drunk.
“How could it have been SO easy for you to screw Lizzie over and have her mean so much to you but with me, its almost like you’re… AFRAID of me?!! Huh? No Finn. I’m just, crazy sometimes but you have to get used to it! I want to be with you before its too late!”
She then realised she had almost let Lizzies secret slipp out. She hiccuped.
” Excuse me while I get some, uh, water”.Finn’s mouth fell open hearing Rachel yell angry at him. When she said Lizzies name he flinched and looked at the floor. Yet it made him a little mad that she couldn’t understand. He tried to calm down but he couldn’t help getting a little pissed off, how could she think that it was easy for him to be with Lizzie when in reality he wanted Rachel. He watched her go get water and he looked back at the ground.
He started to play with his hands trying to speak without getting mad. “It was not easy being with Lizzie, she needed someone. I thougt I loved her until you came into my life again and I saw real love again. I realized that I had loved you since high school and I never stopped.” He was starting to shake and raise his voice, “Why would you want someone who has a drug problem? Who hurt you and another girl.” He couldn’t believe he was saying all of this. “Besides as far as I can see Lizzie is doing good now. She should be back dancing in no time right.” He let out a small nervous laugh. Not once did he look at Rachel. “It will never be too late for us Rach. We will always have a chance.” He sighed heavily and finally looked at her.
“Why DO I want to be with you? I don’t even know! I just…. I need someone to be with me after all that’s happened. And you do too! We have to stop all the fighting or else we’ll never be okay!”. She nearly began to cry remembering all they had gone through in the past month. How did they get here? She sat on the couch and held on tight to her stomach as the angry tears began flowing down her face.
” Its too late. Its too late…..”. She rocked herself back and forth while sitting down. The pregnancy was definitely going to be the end of them.
She needed him, yet he wasn’t sure if he could help her. He shook his head and he remembered that he was Finn Hudson and he never acted weak and for Rachel he could be strong. As she started to cry he watched and finally hugged her tight. He wasn’t going to let her get hurt. “It’s not too late Rachel. I will try. I do want to be with you. Nothing will pull me away again.” He kissed her forehead and finally her cheeks drying the tears with kisses.
NYC GET READY FOR ME: I don't know what to do.
About what darling?
Band has been under a lot of pressure.
Because of the contest?
Yes. Also our day jobs are making it hard for practice.
But its just on…
Just as long as you dont call me babe. Terms of endearment arent really my thing.
I can’t help it Rach. I will call you that every now and then.
Don’t call me babe Finn. Or baby, or honey or any other stupid little pet names….. They bother me. Sorry
Okay okay. Fine. But thanks for the concern
Darling should be okay :). How’s rehab?
I’ll take it. Going good. Docs said I might be able to have to go to the meetings less often. Good clean record and all
NYC GET READY FOR ME: I don't know what to do.
About what darling?
Band has been under a lot of pressure.
Because of the contest?
Yes. Also our day jobs are making it hard for practice.
But its just on…
Just as long as you dont call me babe. Terms of endearment arent really my thing.
I can’t help it Rach. I will call you that every now and then.
Don’t call me babe Finn. Or baby, or honey or any other stupid little pet names….. They bother me. Sorry
Okay okay. Fine. But thanks for the concern
NYC GET READY FOR ME: rachelberrynycdreams: She didn’t particularly like being under, since...
rachelberrynycdreams:
rachelberrynycdreams:
She didn’t particularly like being under, since Finn was a pretty big guy and all, but the weight felt nice. A little pressure always helps. She liked everything he was doing, closing her eyes to savor the moments. It had been a long time since she’d consciously had a…
He complied with what she told him and became more interested. She tool off his shirt in the heat of the moment. One minute, they were purely into it, and next thing she knew, Rachel was lying on the couch alone as Finn sat back up.
“I cant do it”he said and began to look sorta ready to go. He pulled his shirt back on and started to look for his jacket.W. t. F. Was all that ran through her head. She was startled. Why would Finn, of all people, refuse to have some little mature fun with her? Why now, when she was mildly conscious and okay with it?
“Why? Wait, don’t go.”
She tried to pull him back down on the couch, but he wouldn’t budge. It was only making her furious. How can he just refuse and go? How was it so easy for him to be with Lizzie, and get her pregnant and everything , but she had to “wait” and make everything much more complicated.“Please. Stay….”
She could tell he wasn’t getting angry, but more serious, behaving like a parent already.
All he had to do was walk out, call her the next day when there was no alcohol in their bodies but he couldn’t. Hearing her asking him to stay stopped him. Finn sat next to her on the couch once again defeated. Their relationship had always been complicated, but he never minded. He couldn’t believe there was still that going on between them. Between Lizzie and his dreams along with his problems and the fact that Rachel has her problems too, it seemed like they were off better not being together. But even now he knew he loved Rachel.
He looked at Rachel again getting out of his mind. “I really wanted to Rachel. I just can’t while I’m messed up. Besides you deserve better, you always have.” He took her hands and kissed them. He waited for her to respond to him letting out a small breath.
“I deserve better? But I want this. I want you. Now! “. She was gettingouder by the second. Speaking faster. And seemingly angrier. She was a little bit drunk.
“How could it have been SO easy for you to screw Lizzie over and have her mean so much to you but with me, its almost like you’re… AFRAID of me?!! Huh? No Finn. I’m just, crazy sometimes but you have to get used to it! I want to be with you before its too late!”
She then realised she had almost let Lizzies secret slipp out. She hiccuped.
” Excuse me while I get some, uh, water”.
Finn’s mouth fell open hearing Rachel yell angry at him. When she said Lizzies name he flinched and looked at the floor. Yet it made him a little mad that she couldn’t understand. He tried to calm down but he couldn’t help getting a little pissed off, how could she think that it was easy for him to be with Lizzie when in reality he wanted Rachel. He watched her go get water and he looked back at the ground.
He started to play with his hands trying to speak without getting mad. “It was not easy being with Lizzie, she needed someone. I thougt I loved her until you came into my life again and I saw real love again. I realized that I had loved you since high school and I never stopped.” He was starting to shake and raise his voice, “Why would you want someone who has a drug problem? Who hurt you and another girl.” He couldn’t believe he was saying all of this. “Besides as far as I can see Lizzie is doing good now. She should be back dancing in no time right.” He let out a small nervous laugh. Not once did he look at Rachel. “It will never be too late for us Rach. We will always have a chance.” He sighed heavily and finally looked at her.
